Sometimes, God drives me up a wall. In a good way. I know... that's usually a negative statement. He's just crazy... He knows exactly what I need... and He uses other people, when I don't even realize it, or even when I do, and they play this magnificent part in His magnificent design.
I struggled so much this week... and honestly, I still am with self-worth. God talked to me all week about it too.
I know the details, I know the facts... but knowing and believing these things are different, and I thought... I really thought I believed this... I did, but I let lies seep in my mind, and I choose to believe those things, because apparently they are so much more easier to believe.
I think I'm pretty good... I think that I've got it all figured out, more or less. I feel like... I don't stray off the path, I don't "really" sin. I've been thinking in this mindset for a while. It's like I forgot what God did for me, what Jesus did for me, because I AM SO FILTHY, I AM A DIRTY RAG.
I am worthless.... but I'm worthy because God does love me.
I know this, but all of these outside, I don't know if this is the right word, distractions, sorta screw that up for me. People... a lot of times, make me feel like I'm not worth their time.
But again... I say, I am worthless, but in God's sight I am worthy.
And God wants me. I am always wanted by God.
I just have to remind myself of this...
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