There’s so much going on in my head. Every time I try to write something substantial about it, I write too much and it makes no sense in the long run. So, I’m going to try to say what I’m feeling and what has been going on with as little words as possible.
I’ve cried a lot. Leaving hurt more then I could have ever imagined.
I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.
But...
God has already been showing me that I am doing the right thing... through many people and through many ways.
My friends, have more faith in myself then I do. Which just adds to the difficulty of this situation.
My mom said to me today that if I feel any peace at all about this, that I am doing the right thing. That made me cry, and I said “I know, I do feel peace... but it doesn’t make it any easier.”
I know that this will all make sense in the end. But, I’m just stubborn and don’t want to believe it.
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