Purpose

Okay. I’m going to be honest. I am stressed out to the max. I have too many decisions to make in such a short little time. On top of that, I worry about college.

Okay, here’s the thing, I haven’t been worrying too much about college because I’ve been thinking about visiting my friends, and as unhealthy as that is because it’s not set in stone and will probably be extremely disappointed when I can’t go. It’s been a good distraction from worrying about making friends at Nyack. I guess, it hasn’t really sunk in yet that I’m going to be in a completely different place, without any of the people that I have come to care for and love.

But it’s gotta be beneficial as well... the biggest mistake I made freshman year was having my expectations way too high. I won’t be making that mistake again. Expect the worst right? Then, be pleasantly surprised. Yeah. Gluck with that one.

Gluck is my new word for good luck, anybody else use it?

So... I’m not going to bother writing the things I have to decide, I’m just going to say over the days I’ve spent pondering them and discussing with other people... well, let’s say.

I gave God my life this summer, completely. I told Him, You got the control. From then out, I should’ve known, I will never ever have control over my life ever again.

Thankfully... even though I don’t always realize and acknowledge it, my life is in the best hands.

Jeremiah 29:11

God knows what He’s doing...