Weekend Thoughts

I have experienced my first weekend at home as a college student. It was rather awesome. I really feel like it was a mini-vacation. It was nice to just get off campus, eat some edible food, and feel at home. The main purpose for going home was to see the Lion King on broadway, it was such an incredible show, and my friend from school came along, so it was a good bonding experience, it was fun to show someone my home.

I also went to my church that I have kind of given up on, but it was really nice to be there because the worship is what I longed for. I could open up my heart to God, and it has been so long. It made me miss that church, and it made me miss Greenville’s Chapel and Vespers.

That’s something that is really important to me... I can’t worship here the way I want to. And honestly, that is playing a huge part in my thinking processes of this place.

After this weekend and having the conversations I had, I believe that God will bless me with whatever I decide for my future, and I know that I am in His will. As long as I love people and seek after Him, stuff will and can go wrong, but... that’s life. And God wants me to be happy. Just like I know that is what my mom wants for me as well... to be happy. I believe that God wanted to see how much He could trust me, and just how much I would trust Him. I feel like I could have and should have done what I did with a better attitude, but I learned from this and I know I showed God that He can trust me.

But, like always, this is something I will continually pray about. In the end... I will be exactly where God wants me to be.