Things are finally coming to an end. Wow.
Cor is over in 2 days, but I have considered it over with since last Monday.
Although. I do still need to do something for it, but I feel no pressure to get it done by a certain time... just the end of the semester. Maybe this weekend.
I almost had nothing to do this weekend and didn't know what to do with myself.
So... I did start a puzzle. I'm like an old lady, I love them.
Now that things are finally settling down, I have time to do other things. I've been picking up my guitar and playing it again, but my creative fire that I had earlier this semester that made me say "I love music" has gone away and now I am sitting here crying "I hate music"
Music is beautiful, but it can be so frustrating at times.
My problem is balance. I put almost everything I had into academics this semester. It payed off, extremely well... but I just don't really know where my semester went. I kind of shut everything off to deal with academics.
A girl that I worked with this summer asked what I had been learning about God lately... and I struggled to answer her. I've been reading these books... good Christian, life, living books like Crazy Love and now I'm reading The Christian Atheist. I've been reading how to talk the walk in a sense. I've been taking Bible classes where I'm learning to be more analytical of the Bible and questioning things I've never questioned and learning so much and... I love it. But... God?
I'm just continuing to struggle with the same things... and ignoring the things I don't want to deal with. But... I'm gonna have to wake up.
I just pray I continue to seek out God as my best friend. I hope I take enough time out of my day and pause and think about how exactly amazing He is.
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