Of course... my mother would probably think they are great right now.
I no longer stay up late having sleepover talk.... with anybody.
Nope. I stay up late doing homework.
I've been putting school as my number one this semester because... I'm so determined to graduate on time.
It's not even right...
Because something that has been so inherent in me is a focus on relationships. That hasn't been happening. Most importantly... my relationship with God is stale. And just like my friendships, I know that deep-down, nothing is wrong, God will not shun me, my friends still want to hang out with me, even though I've been absent.
But here's the deal. I know. I've always known. Relationships at the end of the day, that's what matters.
So... why have I been screwing this up?
Not sure... I'm working that out.
Until then... I'm going to listen to Lori Mckenna. She's my singer/songwriter heroine I've decided. She has so much soul... and simply listening to her soul... brings me to tears. I want to write like that. I also. Would love to see her in concert/meet her.
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